Mad Nerd Days

What does it mean to live a complete life? It seems like some people can just do their thing, just live without reflexively examining every action from the viewpoint of a self obsessed neurotic person, but maybe its just because I can't see in their heads. I worry too much, and worry about worrying to much, and get angry in the car on the way to work.

But things are pretty good, and getting better is the plan. These are just the kinds of things I think about late at night, when I'm not particularly invested in sleep and decide to read old webcomics instead of drawing or doing night pushups.

Anyway, last week at league was okay. Asthma was better, made some nice backhands, etc. This week, today, I am approaching the game with a renewed mentality. I'm not going to worry about having an asthma attack or not playing good d or whatever. I'm just gonna show up, take a few puffs on the inhaler 15 to 30 minutes before gametime, and ball hard until I can't anymore. Its just winter league for gods sake.

I like words that have that weird silent h. Isthmus, alchemy, etc. Asthma is kind of a cool word, and I'ma make it my bitch. I will have a cool word for my bitch. Goodnight all.